Does this sort of thing ever happen to you all?
Last night when rehearsal had ended I went to put my coat on and as I picked up my coat it was like my mind spun out of control. I was looking at my coat and I was thinking how I didn't care for that coat anymore which made me think of coats I had in the past. This thought led me to think about all the clothes I've had in my life and how I could never remember each piece which led me to think about the impermanence of things which made me contemplate my parents death.
This was all in a matter of 30 seconds, but it was all so vivid and clear and frankly, it threw me into a funk for the evening cause my mind was thinking how nothing lasts and how I've wasted so much time. Aint that crazy? I realize this is a bit insane, it just amazed me how it all went down and how it altered my evening.
The good news is, I managed to get a few good laughs in before the night was up by skyping with Mary and causing her (in)famous shocked look, by hold my computer way too close to my face.